so much is going on.
it seems like life is going so fast, yet standing still.
I got in. I really didn’t think I would.
I prepared myself so much for not getting in that i’m too chicken to actually go.
You should make this journey alone.
I’m going to miss you so much when you leave.
please don’t forget me
your one of the best things in my world
Iv never known anyone like you
You make me smile without even trying
You are the best and i dont think you know it
In that store i wished i had you
i had to walk away feeling tears creeping in
So many things would be perfect
you would be perfect
i keep wondering if i had you would life be any better
I heard you crying that night. I got up and stumbled out of bed and held you.
I snuggled you close and kissed your nose. Then i opened my eyes and you were gone again.
For a split second i panicked, wondering where you had gone.
sanity caught up
You dried my tears when i wanted to cry
and made my life worth living when i wanted to die
I will be here for you whenever you need me
just remember were not to far away
i started up again.
i really thought i was stronger now
i guess not
it feels so good when i’m doing it
its not till after that i truly know what iv done
i feel ashamed
i’m so tired of being strong
i want to cry
i want to scream at the top of my lungs
I want someone to hold me
i’m tired of faking it
my smile has to be the best lie that I've got.
Broken angels whisper in my ear everyday
That you all deserve so much better than me